Thursday, April 25, 2013

Day by day

Been going for little walks here and there. Need to start getting serious with it. I'm ready. More then ready. Had a ton of blood work done they other day as well as my EKG. Just a psych avail left and then loose that last bit of weight and I will be able to schedule my surgery. My friend who started this journey with me, but is having her surgery local instead of me who's going out of town due to my insurance, has her surgery scheduled already and I'm so happy for her. At the same time slightly pissed at my insurance because it's taking so much longer and I have to wait more. I keep trying to tell myself it's coming and it will be okay but I cant help but be like what the hell it should be happening now. I'm working so hard for this why cant I have it soon. BUT alas it will happen when it happens. Just have to take my time and wait it out. Do what I have to do and it will happen in it's due course.

3 comments:

  1. I know it seems like it takes forever but you will be on the other side of the surgery before you know it. Which kind of surgery have you decided on?

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  2. I'm going to be having the Roux en Y. I think that was the same as you right?

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  3. It's coming. You are amazing to me no matter what but know that I am here to support you emotionally throughout this whole process. I love you more than words will ever be able to describe, my sister from another mother. I am so glad that you are focused on your health and your long term happiness!

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